Late today I was told by one of my project leads (there are two) that I have a Thursday deadline. I asked what I needed to finish by the deadline and he told me to ask the other project lead. So I sent out some email. After receiving no reply, I found the other project lead at his desk and asked what the deadline was for. He also had no idea, but he told me that he’d just attended a meeting (with the other project lead) and yes, I did have a deadline. Fortunately for me, before I started sharpening a machete and started muttering to myself, I talked to the project manager and she told me that I needed some repeated data so the legal department would allow us to publish the data. Finally, a clear answer. Now I know what I need to do for Thursday.

In any case, that was the end to my frustrating day and the promise of some long days again. Looks like someone recycled the comics page, too, before I read it. Someone has a case of the Mondays.

OK, so nothing much has happened, and yet I can make a list of it all. I watched a Korean monster movie with friends, and it was oddly different. Entertainingly oddly different, though. You almost always saw it coming. I saw it with a bunch of comic book artists and I got over my fanboy tendencies to enjoy the movie. I also got my hair cut, which is not a big deal, took a nap, and went on a, “voluntary team building exercise,” which is code for, “went to the titty bars with a bunch of guys from work.”

So today I’m really tired. The trip to the bars was kind of odd and not as much fun as the places I usually go. The clientele was younger and the women looked more like Barbie dolls with fake tans, bleached hair, and surgical enhancements. (I wonder what sort of cool surgical attachment you could get to help you hang onto the pole?) On our way out there was a county sheriff just waiting for us to get into our cars. I got a ride, because I had both of the beers I’d allotted myself and we were headed to more places. I had Sprite for the rest of the night.

We went to a seedier establishment with real women (you could see the bruises from where they hit the pole, for example) but one of them grabbed my head to purr in my ear and I hit my arm on the bar. That’s not something that happens that often, and not something that I need to happen again, but I did like the place more than the others. We went to another suburban sort of place with lots of showy smoke and more Barbie dolls.

Being sober at 12:15AM in a strip club is not something I’ve experienced that often, and I don’t intend to experience it again. I just got up and walked the 2 1/2 miles back to my car, and drove home.

So only two beers and I was tired today, probably because I’ve spent the last two nights staying up late trying to get my computer to do something silly. I had a hard time washing two cars. I can never just wash my own car because my mother complains that I didn’t wash hers. I can now say that my mom’s Camry is a behemoth compared to my Civic. I also bought new toner and accordian folders so I can do my taxes, but I spent more time trying to get my computer to do my bidding instead of doing anything productive. I’m still not finished with that, either.

I was told today that the word on the street is that I’m difficult and hard to work with. This is probably bad for my continued success at Megacorp but, honestly, what did they expect? I have no idea where the complaints are coming from so I can’t rebut anything. I did send out an email that the equipment they gave me to make videos was making things look like crap. I heard the word, “crap,” was thought to be unprofessional. “Looks like hell,” and, “What a pile of shit you gave me to work with,” would probably not have gone over real well either.

Ah, well. I guess it doesn’t bother me that much. I’ll still keep going to work and doing my job. That’s why they pay me, right? I suppose they really want me to enjoy what I’m doing as well, but that’s not in my personality.

The worst part is that what bothered me more is one of the attractive women at the gym came in with this horrible looking dude with a big mop of hair and a headband, like John McEnroe from the early ’80s. Not that I’ve ever talked to the woman or anything, but really, John McEnroe-ish dudes?

So what has been happening at work lately is:

1. They tell me to do something,
2. I tell them it’s stupid via email,
3. I tell them it’s stupid in person, then
4. I end up doing what they asked in the first place.

One of my problems is that I’m quite emphatic in my resistance to their demands. I really should learn to just jump to step 4. That’s the engineer in me. Especially the MIT engineer in me. I ended up staying late to finish up the thing I was complaining about this time. I’m not so clever.

The reasons I pay a personal trainer are myriad, but one of the reasons is that Dave the Trainer appears to know what he’s doing and I end up finding muscles in places that I thought were fine until I find out just how sore they can get. For example, he had me doing some really simple crunches while I held a cable up to my neck. There wasn’t much weight on the cable and I didn’t think much of the crunches UNTIL TODAY. I bet if I got enough sleep the soreness wouldn’t take a full day to show up.

I was talking to my friend Megan today and I made some joke about Lisa Loeb. Not sure why Lisa Loeb popped into my head, but apparently she went to Brown with a neighbor of mine. By neighbor, I mean someone I’ve known since I was in grade school. That was a long time ago. I’ve only been to Brown once, back when I was at MIT, and I remember walking around with my mouth open because some of the most beautiful people I’ve ever seen were there. I, on the other hand, went to a school populated by troll-like creatures.

I remember at one point people used to think I was smart. I should just have my MIT diploma tattooed on my chest to remind people of that fact.

Speaking of dumb things, I got my $280 video card today, replacing the 10-year-old thing I had in my new wonder-computer. I put the computer together to be a, “gaming machine,” and the only game I’ve played on it so far is, “Bedazzled 2.” (If you don’t know what that is, imagine Tetris but fewer moving pieces.) So now that I have the new video card, I can attest that, “Bedazzled 2,” looks really good on my computer. (It’s addicting, too.)

I should probably buy a game for my gaming computer.

Well, the resolutions people are thinning out at the gym. Thank goodness. And some of the attractive women I haven’t seen around are back. In fact, one particularly attractive woman who saw me fall off of a Swiss ball is now back, and so is Ryan the social worker who I chat with every time I see him. Yeah, so he’s not an attractive woman, but he is a nice guy.

I never seem to reply to comments but I thought I’d clarify that my recent confusion and aphasia was not due to the influence of NyQuil, but just my shrinking brain. Perhaps it’s due to my lack of sleep, or the stress from work, but who’s to know? (And I should quit calling it aphasia before I get some medical people all excited about a misdiagnosis.) I wonder if watching Scrubs four times a day is reminding me that I never made it into medical school and is depressing me.

I heard on NPR that today is supposed to be the most depressing day of the year. It’s gloomy, the holiday bills have come in, and there’s something else I can’t remember. I got my year-end VISA bill and the most annoying thing is that some of the donations I made at the end of the year are dated this year. In fact Oregon Public Broadcasting is posted on the 19th of this month, and that’s the NEXT BILL. It’s like a jungle sometimes, it makes me wonder how I keep from going under. Kind of a candy-coated sub-yuppie jungle, but a jungle nonetheless.

I’m beginning to think my mind is going because I’m forgetting words as I’m speaking. No more eloquence when you’re stuttering trying to remember what you were talking about. For example, today I couldn’t think of, “Nyquil.” I remembered it was made by Vicks, I remembered the taste of it, and I remembered it was green, but I couldn’t think of the name of it. Sheesh. Drinking doesn’t make it any better, either. I mix up everyone’s names.

Ah, well. Maybe I should learn another language so I can be forgetful multilingually.

It was my buddy Il’s birthday today so last night three of us went out and hit a bunch of strip clubs. I must admit that some were better than others and there was even one that was quite frightening. I can’t remember the name of the scary place. I’ve never been brave enough to enter, and now I know why. I should have been speaking Spanish to go in there. I was frisked as I entered, and while Il and I were the only two Asian guys in a lot of the places, Andrew doubled the population of white guys in there. There was one white woman in the corner, and she looked scared. There were lots of tiny tables with women working them and it reminded me of an Asian bar where you get to buy expensive drinks for the women at the bar. I paid $5 for a glass of tonic water (it was supposed to have gin in it) and we got out of there quickly.

In case anyone is asking, I’d suggest Sassy’s. Punk rock girls and heavy metal music.

I took a nice long nap this afternoon to recover. Unfortunately that meant I didn’t find out that the doohickey I bought this morning at Harbor Freight was just plain broken. Tomorrow I have to return it and not miss the football games. We’ll see how it goes.

I was in a piss-poor mood this morning and it only got worse when I found out that “my” test computers at Megacorp were altered while I was gone. It was the kind of day where I used a certain word quite often, in the sentences, “KISS MY …,” and, “SHOVE IT UP YOUR …”

Fortunately my mood got a bit better after I got in a meeting and let everyone know how I was feeling. Several people in charge agreed that I didn’t need to work around the clock this weekend and I only had to promise a bunch of stuff by Friday.

Even better, I made it to the gym. It’s quite crowded with the resolution people there. I had to walk away from one guy because I moved something he was about to use so I could get some space and he had a hissy fit. He’s a big guy who wears SAE t-shirts and I wanted to hit him with a dumbbell. (I think his SAE stands for the fraternity Sodomy And Ecstasy, and not the Society for Automotive Engineers.) Fortunately it clears out about 7PM, and I was in a much better mood after some light torture.

The snow is melting and the sledding hill is a muddy mess, but there’s still a lot of trash left.

This is the cardboard people left at the sledding hill. Meghann, you’re on my list. (Her name was on some of the boxes.) I gathered all the cardboard and put it in our recycling bin.

Here’s the random trash people left. The pink bag on the left is “Mini’s” pink “My Little Pony” backpack and has three dolls and a small dollhouse inside. I took it to my next door neighbor’s house on the off chance that it was his daughter’s. I left it there because it would be weird for me to have something like that.

I got several emails and phone calls from work today, asking me how long it would take me to finish the stupid crap I’ve been doing for weeks. They asked me how much longer it would take, and I gave them an actual estimate this time. I also told them, “There is ice on the roads in my neighborhood and you can ask me to risk my life to get these numbers out, but I’m likely to tell you something that is inappropriate for the workplace.” Of course they asked me to come in anyway. We’ll see how nasty it is tomorrow.

So it’s crazy here when it snows. For one thing, a lot of the roads aren’t really flat, so people go sliding around. For another thing, we only get this every few years, so there’s no reason to be prepared for it all the time. And yet another problem: the weather forecasters here have no idea what they’re talking about. The last few times the said we’d get snow, we got nothing. Last night they said we’d get a couple of inches maybe and it would be gone by noon.

I didn’t get a very good nights sleep last night and I woke up feeling like doodie, but when I looked outside I knew my trip to work would be delayed.

It turns out the roads were a mess and there was no way anyone was making it to work. If you go to our local news station’s web site you can check out a video of a Volvo SUV sliding down the hill and hitting five cars on the way down.

So I just stayed inside until I decided it was time to shovel the walk. Sounds like it’s not going to be any better tomorrow, so I’m not going anywhere.

I did go for a walk to the food co-op with the neighbors, and I did shovel the walk. I did not make it to the gym, but I’m not even sure they were open. That makes it a week-and-a-half since I’ve been to the gym. I wonder if I’m losing weight.

I got nothing good to say, so I’m saying nothing. Except maybe that my Costco credit card makes it easier to buy gas at Costco. Other than that, nothing. Oh, and I got a call from someone who wanted to buy my domain name (twofifty.com). Several hundred dollars is too little for a domain I’ve had for almost eight years. In any case, I got nothing.